Life is just like a Roller Coaster

dunno wanna post what today... just... felt that these days my life was just like a roller coaster... sometimes i go up very high into the air feeling so relief, happy and sometimes i goes down so close to the ground where i meet a lot of challenges and feel really unhappy and down... well... i can describe myself as a cheerful, happy, good temper girl... but... are all these really my characteristics?? don't know... maybe yes... maybe no... haha... here... i really wanna say sorry to those who i always made angry and feel unhappy... i didn't mean to do so... it's just... i am just doing what i think is right, what i used to do, what i feel like doing... i have no mean to hurt or make you all angry... maybe sometimes my attitude is different but i really really didn't mean to do wrong... really sorry for all the wrong i have done... i wanna apologize to you all... will you all accept my apologize?

high high above in the air... i wonder what does that feel like... maybe scary... or... High??? Charity Dinner held by St.Anne school on 31/7/2009... one of the best dinner i ever been to... hehe... this is the first time i'm having dinner without my parents beside me... most of all!!! it's with friends!!! haha...have a lot of fun taking pictures and playing with them... just... on that day too... some unhappy things happen in the morning... but at least... things didn't get worst... just wanna thank God for that... saw a lot of pretty girls wearing dress(dont know whether got handsome boys or not... didnt notice that... maybe kalvin?? haha...) lazy wanna upload photo... haha...

H1N1!!! finally LANDED on LABUAN!!! had been waiting for it... haha... the world had become too dangerous for us... maybe we should run to Mars?? haha... if can... i really wish to... The world is changing so quickly... haze, H1N1... what's more??? is the jugdement day coming soon??? i don't know...

Things happen recently

well... nearly one month i didnt post new post... so... gonna share bit about things happen this month... hehe... erm... Hari Anugerah St.Anthony... i am happy to meet all my former teachers and friends... have fun with them... just... a different feeling... Things change a lot... included people... fine... change topic... July exam past... Results are... erm... Not to comment... haha... well... erm... Spend so much money on present because many friends are born on july... Dunno why... haha... 19/7/09 i am quite happy that day... no special reason... just very happy... go to church... hae fun in youth and gb... Play bass... and went to mac D for vicky's birthday party... haha... too 'high' until i cant sleep in the night.. haha...

Clara and Alison

What are they doing?

Me and Alison

Me and Clara

oh ya... Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince... Haha... finally... it's on cinema... I gotta get myself one dvd... hehe... not original also never mind... wait for a long time liao... hehehe...

Pertandingan Pelancaran Rocket 2009

Yesterday the competition had held in SMK Mutiara... St.Anne school sent 3 teams... me and vivian, alison and melanie, godric and regina... for me... this competition is... just a competition... there's nothing for me to be worry, glad or sad... i just treat it as a... competition... telling the truth... it's fun.... cause... skip classes... gathered together with my friends... but... not thinking to win at all... honestly... i also dont know how i win in school level... and be in the group... hehe... anyway... just wanna share bit bout a bad memory but good experience when we are practicing... this happened on tuesday afternoon... Godric is included in solar car so... his team didn't join us...

well... we went to st.anthony to try our targeting that afternoon... and... that was the funniest day among practicing time... first... Alison's rocket had fly too far so they have to go near jungle to pick it up... Alison was so brave... then... they rocket dunno why suddenly fly to the right and drop near to jungle again(wat a bad day for them)... Alison wanna pick it up again but this time was a bit more harder because it's across a small stream... So Melanie pull the... 'goal for bola jaring(i think so)' to cross over the stream... who knows suddenly alison saw an insect which look like wood near the place where melanie was pulling... they shout so loudly that makes me laugh at them when i know what happen(i am so bad)... haha... i pick it up and put it on the ground... so... our brave alison cross the stream to the other side and finally... their rocket survive... haha... but... when alison wanna come back to the field, bad thing happen... her leg fell into the stream... and... you know... her shoes... was so dirty... then... we laugh again... hahaha...(i am bad for the secong time) i had mention my little insect friend just now where the rocket was put beside it... vivian walk back when i'm finding my little friend(i just wanna play with it longer)... i can't find it... i felt weird and... suddenly... i looked at vivian's leg... and there... my little friend are... oh gosh... i told her and she was terrified... she jumped and run quickly... you can imagine it... hahaha... i laugh again(i am so bad for the third time)... i pick up the rocket and when back to the 'base' and suddenly... alison stopped in the middle... there is a pick on her leg... she was so uncomfortable and i can tell that she is in pain... melanie pull out the pick... and...this time i didnt laugh liao... so... everything goes on lor... try my rocket... after that... i went to toilet while vivian pick the rocket back...(i saw my feedback.. haha.. funny) when i went back... melanie and alison were laughing and they tell me that there was a dog behind vivian when she going to pick up the rocket... vivian throught it is me so she turn back and was shock when she saw the dog... she talked to the dog!!! "Sit!! Stopped!!" when i heard the whole story... i laugh again..(i am very bad for the fourth time) hahaha... so... it was a funny experience for me but good experience for them... hehe...

although i didnt win in the rocket competition but... i wanna say thank you for vivian... she always there pushing me and asking me to finish up my rocket... haha... while it's a good exprience!!! oh ya... we got T-shirt too... only for rocket competition... cool... hehe...

Rocket Logo

Back view of my rocket T-shirt

Rocket Team

Camp in Beta!!! Fun!!!

finally... i decided to 'show' my blog instead of 'hiding' it... well... i also dont know why i made this decision... it's kinda good also as... it's fair for blogger... haha... just from my point of view... erm... back to topic... Labuan Methodist Youth Camp in Beta Apartment... it was a good camp as all of us(committee) have done our best to enable this camp to sucess... this camp was consider good(for me) as this was the first time we are organizing such 'grand' camp... of course... others camp that i had join before was much more better than our camp but... i am really satisfied with this camp... maybe it's because this is the first time i am one of the committee??? haha... well... the feeling as a member of the committee was very special... let me share a bit of my feeling... we are totally busy before this camp start as i believe every committee members would be vey busy to plan a camp... i am very happy that all of the committee members are really co-operate and helpful before and while the camp... something good of being a member of committee is that... we have our own room... hahaha... no lar... is because we ae very free when every group are discussing their things... haha... well... this camp makes me really satisfied because... it is much more better than what i had extimate... i am really shock as well as really glad that every campers have done their best in this camp... really thank God for giving all the campers a heart to co-operate with their team... thank God for giving all the committee members help in planning this camp... thank God for his arrangement... Thank God for his caring... thank God for everything... The God is Almighty that He had show his Powerful Hand to us!!! Thank God!!! May God Bless all the campers and committee members!!! it's God who had let this camp so successful... All The Glory to God!!!

Fun Adventure

just back from kk to attend a music competition... really fun and... i know my friends more deeper... erm... nothing to say here as i had said everything in my youth blog... just very miss the time we are together and it's really fun...an i found out that ah ben is really funny and... he makes me laugh until my stomachache... you can imagine how funny he is... i am very happy when the judges announce that labuan methodist church got 3rd... our long practice is not wasted... it's really God's work which push us to this point... God has listen to our prayer and... He show us his way... just share a bit of my feeling before the competition... i was really really nervous and scare...

nervous : i am always nervous before standing on the stage

Scare : as i am the singer, and the song was quiet high for me... i scare i can't manage to sing till that part which will ruin all the band's performance

but really... It's God... Who was always there helping us... first... i am very dissatisfied whih our shirt as girls wear black and boys wear white... i scare we are not uniform... but... it does work... as girls are all in the left side and boys are at right side... i shouldn't think too more... beside that... everytime practice i cant sing too high... but that day... God tell us not to have our dinner before competition... and... it was really surprising that i am able to sing better than practice time although after tat i am really really hungry... haha.. Thanks God... We got second runner up are from You... you are the best!!! Amen...

Exam is Over

finally... after three weeks of 'wars'... i get back my freedom... i feel so fantastic after this semester exam... really tired and my brain was working overtime for this whole exam term... feel different taking form four subjects compare with form three subjects... so... holidays coming soon as well as my bad result coming back soon... i am not really satisfied with my semester exam!!! hard!!! really hard!!! never mind... change topic... next week going to music camp... wish we can have good performance... hehe... this year i feel a lot of changes around me... my school, my friends, my family, my church, the environment, and of course... me myself... it's weird and i dont know how all these things just change in a sudden... haiz... just now... i feel really weird... a person who is so good with me suddenly... i feel like... i don't really know him/her... hard!!! he/she was like a stranger to me... i am the one who changes a lot or he/she is the one who change??? i dont know!!!

Last Exam Week

today, st.anne is celebrating teacher's day... a bit different with st.anthony's... or a big different?? haha... anyway... it's happy to look at some 'fierce' teacher to smile... back to topic... i had been sitting for exam for two week and... i'm dissactisfied with my... erm... answer... add math, math, est, malay, english, moral and history... of course the worst paper i had did is HISTORY!!! damn subject with a 'nice' teacher teaching... among all these subject i had sat, the most easy paper is math but it's still very hard... i think i'm overconfident... maybe i don't really care about my result... haiz... and... i saw big differences between st.anthony and st.anne... now... i realise that st.anthony and st.anne are two very different school... the atmospehere of exam week in st.anne is very different with normal weeks... vey different... anywhere... have to get used with it... next week is the last week for examination... something makes me happy... chemistry, biology and physic... three 'most' important subjects... have to do well!!! i sensed fear when i read some particular blog... really afraid... these blogs make me blur... haiz...