YLRALT Camp in DZ Resort, kimanis, papar, sabah, malaysia, earth, universe...

well... one month didnt update le... hahaha... i spent a whole week in kk or i should say in papar... 9-15 dec 2009... i went there for YLRALT camp(forget the real name liao... YL=young leader others forget liao... sorry)... erm... i found that every time i when to different camp i have different feedback from them... well this time i also have a new feeling towards this camp... at first before going to kk, i'm not really interested to go to that camp... dunno why... maybe this is the first gb(girls brigade) camp i'm join in the year 2009... but after a day or 2 in that camp... i started to enjoy it... only hate the lesson of 'leading in craft'... haha... maybe i'm not interested... this is the first camp i get to know many friends... kirstie(3rd sandakan), Ah Vui, Valerie, Lee Yee, Xiu Ling(3rd Tawau), Felicia(2nd KK) and Evanryll and Cabrini(4th KK) and many more... they treat me and my friend(1st Labuan) very welll... maybe due to our 'only 2 person company'... haha... Miss them very much... miss the camp very much!!!


and!!! i watched New Moon!!! Wakakakakaka... erm... i love Jacob... so... sorry to Edward's fanz... haha... Hate Edward to find Bella back!!! or else Jacob get a chance to be with Bella!!! Argh!!! haha... anyway... interesting movie...

wish everyone a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!!!

Unforgettable memories

it's a binding machine... i think everyone know it's one right? haha... erm... it should be wierd for me to choose a binding machine as the 'theme picture' for my 'unforgettable memories' topic... but... IT really had brought me a very very very unforgettable experience... i believe that everyone do have an unforgettable experience, maybe two, maybe three or more... well... i have many... but on the very moment of the unforgettable experience occur, it is the most precious memory you will have... just for one second, one minute, one hour, or a day... after a long time, i will forget it and totally get it out of my mind...

But...the moment you are in one, it will be a special feeling... maybe 'funny', happy, or even sad... for me... mine is a FUNNY one for this time... maybe a bit of la-me + embarrasing... it happened when i went to church to finish off our 'singing book'... just... funny thing happen and my friends included me come out with a 'funny solution' to solve the funny thing.... in the end, the end is also funny... haha...

it will be a special experience for me maybe just for a while... BUT...the point is... i have fun doing this funny thing... and... i am happy to have this unforgettable experiences with my fellow churchmates... hope the memory can last longer... haha...but... it sounds impossible... as i have a every poor memory.... till then... Good day and God Bless!!! ^^

No more exam for 2009

hahaha... just finish my final year exam this week... feel so happy... no need to face all those books for quite a while liao... haha... but... the result will be... i think worst than the mid-term... never mind... dont think too much... Our sms 'gong gong', malaysia's first 'angkasawan' came to labuan to give a 'ceramah' thingy which sound interesting... i not really interested to meet him but... his experience in outer space was sooooo fun and exciting... i hope i can have a chance to visit outer space in the future (but it sounds impossible)... so... no more exam for form 4... i felt happy JUST for a day or 2 CAUSE actually there's nothing to be happy of... exam over means SPM 2010 coming soon... haiz... bad thing... after SPM have to face a different world which i never experienced before... World of study gone, world of work came...

now i realise that life have many stages with different experience... and normally we always hate the stage we are in and hope to be in the other sage... for example... Now i am a teenager, but really hope to become a primary student again... when i am a small children, i wish so much to grew up faster and have the authority to rule myself... Life... a very difficult thing to be understand... at least... i do find true happiness with my fellow friends... having ppl to share my happiness and help me to solve difficulties... haha...

so... best solution.... appriciate everything you have now... dont worry about tomorrow... everything will be arrange by God... hehe... All the Best to everyone who gonna face exam... God Bless and Good Luck!!!

Hari Raya Holiday

Yo!!! Have a fun week for hari raya... Selamat Belated Hari Raya!!! Well... feel happy to have my 'graduation' for guitar class... p.s/ i am not a good guitarist!!! haha... we had our 'final exam' by performing guitar on sunday service... happy... but... the time we gather together after sunday service for guitar class has been over... oh gosh... will miss the time we kena scold by pei chong liao... haha... here's some photo we take that day... (not showing off ar...)

Prepare before perform...

Pei Chong : Good, good!!! must do like this when perform later ar...

Alison solo... Good Job!!!

there are 5 of us... george when to holiday...

my teacher, Pei Chong

patrick go home liao... we all and our teacher...

Take picture with mu shi aka pastor...

搞笑ban... alison hit brenda hit de xiang hit yuki...

ok... next... i had went back to limbang and i am very happy to meet my grandma, uncle, aunties, and cousins... haha... then on monday i went to Brunei for hari raya visit...

erm... after the day i back labuan... me and some youth members practice our performance for moon cake festival at my house... they... are really lame... do lame things... especially ah ben and de xiang... haha... have fun but didnt practice very well lar... just play only... but feel very happy...

then friday when to play badminton... new record for number of people... really many... 12 people... have fun a lot... and teaches some people lesson... haha... dont be over confident... think people will lose ar... haha... afternoon go to church for moon cake festival performance last preparation... and... brenda come and 'watch' us... she is angry wit our performance BUT luckily... that night everything change... we do have a sort of 'comedy' show...haha... thanks God...

Sunday... last day of hari raya's holiday... when to church as usual...have meeting... then... Girls' Brigade i have made something i feel 'lame'...

ta-da... a 'shell-tower'... nice or not? things start when... the activity of course is designing something using seashell... well... first first i have no interest in doing this... no idea... dont know wanna do what... but then... when i sat down and sticking the shells together, i was like entering this activity... the more i stick, the more excited i am... i cant stop sticking them together... i feel that this is very fun... haha... and... finally... i had made the thing above... haha...

sunday night... er hu musical performance by suzzane(she is adult not young lady ar...)... she is really pro... then her sister in law is very pretty... haha... and i wonder why guitar is not call '6 hu'??? haha... but i feel sad for her... haiz... audience are so little... and suddenly electric current was out... haiz... raining heavily + rush wind...

so... i had a wonderful holiday..hehe... till then... update soon...:)

Tagged by Kalvin

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1 。我的大名：Jasmine
2 。我的生日：1/2/1994
3 。谁传给你的：Kalvin
4 。生日想得到什么礼物：Laptop
5 。近期压力大的事：-
6 。想做的事：Fight
7 。有没有喜欢的人：myself... Haha...
8 。同学会要回去找老师吗：dunno
9 。跟谁出去最幸福：youth members, my family
10 。如果你的两个好友吵架了：become sot
11 。跟情人最想去哪：cinema?
12 。圣诞节要做啥：get christmas present
13 。最想跟谁过圣诞节：my family & youth member
14 。有没有床气：dont understand question
15 。有几个兄弟姐妹：a brother
16 。最喜欢的一首歌: no comment
17 。喜欢什么颜色：Blue
18 。上厕所会不会后冲水：sure
19 。喜欢男生还是女生：maybe girls? no lar... two two
20 。最想大声说什么：I hate you!
21 。半夜敢不敢自己上厕所: of course
22 。最近看过最好看最欲罢不能的小说是什么：dont read novel... only story book...
23 。谁很欠打：欠打的人
24 。现在很迷什么：Pizza managment
5 。睡相很差：erm... maybe no?
26 。现在的时间：9.18
27 。是否痛恨传给你点卷的人：no... he is my feind ley
28 。体重多少：...
29 。今天天气：sunny
30 。你若中乐透最想做什么: dunno
31 。大学生一定要玩的活动：fight
32 。失眠后会：become crazy, no mood
33 。你睡觉有流口水的情况：i think no
34 。近期开心的事：going limbang... haha
35 。你经常通宵不睡吗：no
36 。推荐一首最近很喜欢的歌：no
37 。你能够和陌生人谈恋爱嘛？：no
38 。自由对于你来说有多重要？：kinda
39 。你人生中最想做的事情是什么？: kill people
40 。你最想为所爱的人做什么？:dunno
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附加问题：
你打算几时结婚啊？dunno
附加问题：
你觉得生活有喜感么？???
附加问题：
相信塔罗牌么？sometime... just curious... HAHA...
睡觉前第一件事：Play hp
起床后第一件事：Go toilet
你的偶像: no
你喜欢的季节：Winter
打工次数：0
你想去的地方：North Pole
你讨厌什么样的个性：dont want to answer
你会喝酒吗：a little
你常哭吗：erm... once 2 years? haha...
你常笑吗: almost all the time smiling... accept sleeping lar
都睡到几点：depend...
人你会选：erm....
机会和命运你会选择：two two also dont wan
你很自恋吗:sometimes
你有穿耳洞么：no
这问卷多不多：very very very very much
喜欢吃冰吗：ya
现在幸福吗：ya
最在乎那几个朋友：all
房间里最重要的东西是什么：my blanket
男人精神出轨要不要原谅他：yes...
你认为人生的意义是什么：erm... let more ppl to know and accept god...
如果没有朋友你会怎么做：act noob
如果天使可以满足你一个愿望你会要什么：let more ppl to know god
我为什么做这个答题：kalvin lar...haha...
喜欢吃的水果: watever
最害怕别人问你什么：dont know
你喜欢雪么：ya lar... i like winter bar...
如果有下辈子要做什么：2nd Bill Gate
还希望被点: NO
舒克和贝塔喜欢哪个？：dont know
你最没有耐心做的一件事是什么？：many
不想看书的时候怎么办：slp
自己眼中的理想收入是多少（实际一点）？：dunno.... enough use the enough lar
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附加题目：
还希望这个问卷的问题继续增加？no
你的昵称是: small kid
你对我的印象是:which me? the question: busybody... haha...
你了解我:Kalvin? ya... abit... but now different school liao...
我了解你：dont know... ask yourself
这个问卷会让人更了解你：no... just the same
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1 。被点到必填，不填代表你不尊重传给你的人和问卷。
2 。请老实回答每一问题
3 。不能擅自涂改题目。
4 。写完请点几位小朋友，不可以不点。
Who ever want to answer those questi0n

Twilight

erm... before entering my topic today.... Hahaha... I had finished my oral test... so happy... of cause when i'm presenting... i feel embrasse... pronounce wrongly... haiz.... wat to do... anyway... still very happy!!! hehe...

erm... time to go back to my topic... Twilight... so... so far... i had only read Twilight book about 300 pages... havent finish yet... watch it's movie... gonna give comment here... it's... erm... very interesting... it;s also my 'dish'... haha... just... maybe i'm a little too outdated to be interested in twilight now as the movie shown on cinema on the 12 of dec 2008 if i'm not wrong... haha... erm... the thing attracted me the most is the story of this book... it was really... erm.... 'interesting'... cant describe more... and... i think i had never read such romance book before... haha... just enjoying how the author of this book describing the characters... haha... no mean to neglect my favour 'Harry Potter' ar... i'm still loving harry potter... hehe... just...this two books have totally different stories... but... they are both 'weird'... one is about magic, the other about vampires... i believe i will be running in the world of 'twilight' for maybe a month or two... who knows... prefer new things and forget old one? haha... no lar... lookin forward for the movie of New Moon and Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows... hehe...

Back from Camp!

Yo!!! Just back from Kota Kinabalu this Thursday... Go there to attend two camps... just very happy that our relationship become more closer just like a family... i experienced a lot this time i went to camps... although i did feel down, unhappy, tired, angry, throughout these camps... but... God's saw my difficulty... He lift me up with his helpful hand... i do enjoy this time we, youth, gathered together... i believe! There'll always be a bright and sunny day after a big and heavy rain! i do believe... God will be there... holding on an umbrella... leading me toward the way i should go... Just for example... the moment i registered and join both the camps, i feel really unhappy... it's like not the type of camp i had estimated... but... after all... i did enjoy myself... there's others experience too that i'm going to keep it for myself... erm.... i learn to be more braver when going to share the good news of God to others... Just happy that i met 2 people which are willing to hear bout God from me...Thanks God!!!

Hahaha... Now... wanna share the fun time we spend together... Wow... of course... fun time is much more than time i meet difficulties and troubles... We have our 'Family meeting' till late night... just happy to gather with them... We went to 1 Borneo and take many photos... I bought twilight book... erm... just being influenced by my fellow friends who like twilight a lot.... wanna see what attract them so much... Kinda interesting after reading a few pages... haha... AND... hehehe... the best part.... we went to watch movies... haha... UP and G.I.Joe... Conclusion... i like G.I.Joe far more than Up... and... i realise that i like to watch movie under category of fighting... Really high when watching G.I.Joe... haha... Learn that

'Teine' = Shoot!!!

haha... some pictures wanna share here...

Nice sunset... Captured when we nearly reach kk...

left to right : Jeff, Dark Snow, Wendy, YukI, Brenda, Villian

Family photo! say cheese!

Hehe... Up... The first movie we watch...

Captain Villian and Yuki the monkey!

Mickey!

left to right : Alison, Jasmine, Wendy, Jeffrey, Yi Jun, Villian, De Xiang

Cool right? haha... Thanks Yi Jun!

We are 'Mask'man not Spiderman!

hehe... Twilight!

Up... Kinda funny!

G.I.Joe... Really recomment all to watch...

Mr. Ripcord... i like him... he is the one who teach me 'Teine'...

Well... here i wanna say thank you to two people... Pastor Tang Seng and Yi Jun... they had suggest way for me and help me a lot... really thank you... So... now... The time we gathered together had been a past and a memory... Just really wanna stop the time and continue to enjoy life without books and study... but... that sound impossible... Sweet memory... Hope to have the time together again soon...

Life is just like a Roller Coaster

dunno wanna post what today... just... felt that these days my life was just like a roller coaster... sometimes i go up very high into the air feeling so relief, happy and sometimes i goes down so close to the ground where i meet a lot of challenges and feel really unhappy and down... well... i can describe myself as a cheerful, happy, good temper girl... but... are all these really my characteristics?? don't know... maybe yes... maybe no... haha... here... i really wanna say sorry to those who i always made angry and feel unhappy... i didn't mean to do so... it's just... i am just doing what i think is right, what i used to do, what i feel like doing... i have no mean to hurt or make you all angry... maybe sometimes my attitude is different but i really really didn't mean to do wrong... really sorry for all the wrong i have done... i wanna apologize to you all... will you all accept my apologize?

high high above in the air... i wonder what does that feel like... maybe scary... or... High??? Charity Dinner held by St.Anne school on 31/7/2009... one of the best dinner i ever been to... hehe... this is the first time i'm having dinner without my parents beside me... most of all!!! it's with friends!!! haha...have a lot of fun taking pictures and playing with them... just... on that day too... some unhappy things happen in the morning... but at least... things didn't get worst... just wanna thank God for that... saw a lot of pretty girls wearing dress(dont know whether got handsome boys or not... didnt notice that... maybe kalvin?? haha...) lazy wanna upload photo... haha...

H1N1!!! finally LANDED on LABUAN!!! had been waiting for it... haha... the world had become too dangerous for us... maybe we should run to Mars?? haha... if can... i really wish to... The world is changing so quickly... haze, H1N1... what's more??? is the jugdement day coming soon??? i don't know...

Things happen recently

well... nearly one month i didnt post new post... so... gonna share bit about things happen this month... hehe... erm... Hari Anugerah St.Anthony... i am happy to meet all my former teachers and friends... have fun with them... just... a different feeling... Things change a lot... included people... fine... change topic... July exam past... Results are... erm... Not to comment... haha... well... erm... Spend so much money on present because many friends are born on july... Dunno why... haha... 19/7/09 i am quite happy that day... no special reason... just very happy... go to church... hae fun in youth and gb... Play bass... and went to mac D for vicky's birthday party... haha... too 'high' until i cant sleep in the night.. haha...

Clara and Alison

What are they doing?

Me and Alison

Me and Clara

oh ya... Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince... Haha... finally... it's on cinema... I gotta get myself one dvd... hehe... not original also never mind... wait for a long time liao... hehehe...

Pertandingan Pelancaran Rocket 2009

Yesterday the competition had held in SMK Mutiara... St.Anne school sent 3 teams... me and vivian, alison and melanie, godric and regina... for me... this competition is... just a competition... there's nothing for me to be worry, glad or sad... i just treat it as a... competition... telling the truth... it's fun.... cause... skip classes... gathered together with my friends... but... not thinking to win at all... honestly... i also dont know how i win in school level... and be in the group... hehe... anyway... just wanna share bit bout a bad memory but good experience when we are practicing... this happened on tuesday afternoon... Godric is included in solar car so... his team didn't join us...

well... we went to st.anthony to try our targeting that afternoon... and... that was the funniest day among practicing time... first... Alison's rocket had fly too far so they have to go near jungle to pick it up... Alison was so brave... then... they rocket dunno why suddenly fly to the right and drop near to jungle again(wat a bad day for them)... Alison wanna pick it up again but this time was a bit more harder because it's across a small stream... So Melanie pull the... 'goal for bola jaring(i think so)' to cross over the stream... who knows suddenly alison saw an insect which look like wood near the place where melanie was pulling... they shout so loudly that makes me laugh at them when i know what happen(i am so bad)... haha... i pick it up and put it on the ground... so... our brave alison cross the stream to the other side and finally... their rocket survive... haha... but... when alison wanna come back to the field, bad thing happen... her leg fell into the stream... and... you know... her shoes... was so dirty... then... we laugh again... hahaha...(i am bad for the secong time) i had mention my little insect friend just now where the rocket was put beside it... vivian walk back when i'm finding my little friend(i just wanna play with it longer)... i can't find it... i felt weird and... suddenly... i looked at vivian's leg... and there... my little friend are... oh gosh... i told her and she was terrified... she jumped and run quickly... you can imagine it... hahaha... i laugh again(i am so bad for the third time)... i pick up the rocket and when back to the 'base' and suddenly... alison stopped in the middle... there is a pick on her leg... she was so uncomfortable and i can tell that she is in pain... melanie pull out the pick... and...this time i didnt laugh liao... so... everything goes on lor... try my rocket... after that... i went to toilet while vivian pick the rocket back...(i saw my feedback.. haha.. funny) when i went back... melanie and alison were laughing and they tell me that there was a dog behind vivian when she going to pick up the rocket... vivian throught it is me so she turn back and was shock when she saw the dog... she talked to the dog!!! "Sit!! Stopped!!" when i heard the whole story... i laugh again..(i am very bad for the fourth time) hahaha... so... it was a funny experience for me but good experience for them... hehe...

although i didnt win in the rocket competition but... i wanna say thank you for vivian... she always there pushing me and asking me to finish up my rocket... haha... while it's a good exprience!!! oh ya... we got T-shirt too... only for rocket competition... cool... hehe...

Rocket Logo

Back view of my rocket T-shirt

Rocket Team

Camp in Beta!!! Fun!!!

finally... i decided to 'show' my blog instead of 'hiding' it... well... i also dont know why i made this decision... it's kinda good also as... it's fair for blogger... haha... just from my point of view... erm... back to topic... Labuan Methodist Youth Camp in Beta Apartment... it was a good camp as all of us(committee) have done our best to enable this camp to sucess... this camp was consider good(for me) as this was the first time we are organizing such 'grand' camp... of course... others camp that i had join before was much more better than our camp but... i am really satisfied with this camp... maybe it's because this is the first time i am one of the committee??? haha... well... the feeling as a member of the committee was very special... let me share a bit of my feeling... we are totally busy before this camp start as i believe every committee members would be vey busy to plan a camp... i am very happy that all of the committee members are really co-operate and helpful before and while the camp... something good of being a member of committee is that... we have our own room... hahaha... no lar... is because we ae very free when every group are discussing their things... haha... well... this camp makes me really satisfied because... it is much more better than what i had extimate... i am really shock as well as really glad that every campers have done their best in this camp... really thank God for giving all the campers a heart to co-operate with their team... thank God for giving all the committee members help in planning this camp... thank God for his arrangement... Thank God for his caring... thank God for everything... The God is Almighty that He had show his Powerful Hand to us!!! Thank God!!! May God Bless all the campers and committee members!!! it's God who had let this camp so successful... All The Glory to God!!!

Fun Adventure

just back from kk to attend a music competition... really fun and... i know my friends more deeper... erm... nothing to say here as i had said everything in my youth blog... just very miss the time we are together and it's really fun...an i found out that ah ben is really funny and... he makes me laugh until my stomachache... you can imagine how funny he is... i am very happy when the judges announce that labuan methodist church got 3rd... our long practice is not wasted... it's really God's work which push us to this point... God has listen to our prayer and... He show us his way... just share a bit of my feeling before the competition... i was really really nervous and scare...

nervous : i am always nervous before standing on the stage

Scare : as i am the singer, and the song was quiet high for me... i scare i can't manage to sing till that part which will ruin all the band's performance

but really... It's God... Who was always there helping us... first... i am very dissatisfied whih our shirt as girls wear black and boys wear white... i scare we are not uniform... but... it does work... as girls are all in the left side and boys are at right side... i shouldn't think too more... beside that... everytime practice i cant sing too high... but that day... God tell us not to have our dinner before competition... and... it was really surprising that i am able to sing better than practice time although after tat i am really really hungry... haha.. Thanks God... We got second runner up are from You... you are the best!!! Amen...

Exam is Over

finally... after three weeks of 'wars'... i get back my freedom... i feel so fantastic after this semester exam... really tired and my brain was working overtime for this whole exam term... feel different taking form four subjects compare with form three subjects... so... holidays coming soon as well as my bad result coming back soon... i am not really satisfied with my semester exam!!! hard!!! really hard!!! never mind... change topic... next week going to music camp... wish we can have good performance... hehe... this year i feel a lot of changes around me... my school, my friends, my family, my church, the environment, and of course... me myself... it's weird and i dont know how all these things just change in a sudden... haiz... just now... i feel really weird... a person who is so good with me suddenly... i feel like... i don't really know him/her... hard!!! he/she was like a stranger to me... i am the one who changes a lot or he/she is the one who change??? i dont know!!!

Last Exam Week

today, st.anne is celebrating teacher's day... a bit different with st.anthony's... or a big different?? haha... anyway... it's happy to look at some 'fierce' teacher to smile... back to topic... i had been sitting for exam for two week and... i'm dissactisfied with my... erm... answer... add math, math, est, malay, english, moral and history... of course the worst paper i had did is HISTORY!!! damn subject with a 'nice' teacher teaching... among all these subject i had sat, the most easy paper is math but it's still very hard... i think i'm overconfident... maybe i don't really care about my result... haiz... and... i saw big differences between st.anthony and st.anne... now... i realise that st.anthony and st.anne are two very different school... the atmospehere of exam week in st.anne is very different with normal weeks... vey different... anywhere... have to get used with it... next week is the last week for examination... something makes me happy... chemistry, biology and physic... three 'most' important subjects... have to do well!!! i sensed fear when i read some particular blog... really afraid... these blogs make me blur... haiz...

Choral Speaking

something lame happen today... so... erm... i think i'm... how should i say? everytime... everytime choral speaking i MUST been AIM by Miss Janet... haha... weird...it's like a must... the first time... she just randomly pick my name from the name list then asked me whether i get any trophy this year... of course i say NO... then she said many lame thing and bla bla bla... then the second time... she said i didnt memorize my script... erm no comment... then the third time...i was just doing 'something' then she suddenly said "why jasmine? too boring?" So so so so so so so so lame... then just now i'm carrying the bench to the assembly hall... because of running too fast and i cant go faster any longer... i "shout" to stop... (not only me lar)... then she asked me and vivian go and meet her in the office... "why are you shouting just now? as a punishment, send this to st.anthony...(vivian said thank you teacher which i feel she shouldnt said that)"... but i dont think it's a punishment... just a reason... haha... i met cheng and lee... they are... kind? dunno... happy to say hi to lee... long time didnt talk to her liao... Thank you teacher for all the knowledge of 'math' you given me(actually i am not paying attention when she's teaching)... anyway.... everything is weird... i wonder miss janet dont like me or wat... whatever... hehe... till then...

Erm...

re-reading wat i had wrote... i feel really weird... am i that sad when i'm writing my feeling out??? hmmm... i should wrote sometime more funny? more interesting? more... lame? haha... no comment... someone told me something which at first i dont really agrre with what the people say... but now i really realize what you told me are the TRUTH!!! when you told me there are many 'two-face' people in our school, i dont really agree with wat you say... for 4 months and 20 days i studied in st.anne, i never know that... you are right... when i read someone who is studying in st.anne's blog, i really feel like something wrong with the blogger... i mean... it's not the usual him/her... who is so... hmmm... cheerful in front of me... Really different... st.anne life-style is so different... why many of them wanted to hide their true feeling? so weird... so lame? i hope i wouldn't change into one of them... it's scary... Choral Speaking coming nearer and nearer... hope st.anne OR st.anthony will win... hehe... i will be very glad... tomorrow!!! war will began!!! Grrr... I'll see... how i'll fight!!! haha... I hope the right will always win!!! God! clear my eyes! let me that the right step... tell me wat i have to do! till then...

Busy Life!!!!

Grrrr..... BUSY!!! why should we struggler with our short and meanless life in this full of satan's work world? school work, church preparation for "shao tuan zhu re", YLPT camp, badminton(fun but it occupied space in my time right???), picnic + bbq, study, study and study... haiz... why should my life be so meanless and pack wit so much useless thing... of course.... help in shao tuan zhu re is a must for me... it's my responsibility and my promise to god.... so.... i really hope this coming soon shao tuan zhu re can be successful... a question continuously appear in my mind.... should we? should we been trapped inthis short 70+ years just to sactisfy our daily need? NO!!! at least it's a NO for me.... i won't be living my life everyday... busy to finish my daily work... i should spend my time to do something more useful... gospel? good idea... but.... i m not that brave and i have no faith.... but i'll try my best... wit the help of god... nothing is impossible... i want to be out of this full of devil's act world... alison... let us work together... ok??? thanks for mentioning me in your blog... i'm also very glad to have a friend like you... You ROCK!!! let us work together!!!

Deklamasi Sajak!!!

hahaha... today... the lame-est thing n the world happen... i'm on stage deklamasi-ing sajak... OMG... wat a lame thing right... of course it not my will to do so... haha... being force??? never mind... it's over right... haha... let me share about the whole jouney that lead me to doing such a lame thing... so... everybody have to involve in threatre, puisi, cerpen, pantun and pidato either one...(this is wat i know before this lar...) then... i don't know wat happen and in the end... my name is written in the 'pantun' corner... i was so... dont know how to describe... haha... anywhere... i reject reject and reject.. but at last... still at pantun corner... haha... how m i going on stage wit sajak but not pantun??? hmmm... how ar... haha... i switch wit other ppl... and... it was sooo embrassing... i dont want to participate in anything... for your information... my malay is damn bad... i hate malay... grrrr... luckily.... today afternoon only i think 30+ ppl came to school... or else... dont know where to put my face to... haha... it's like when i'm at the back stage(i dont think that is called backstage lar...) all the participants are memorizing they script... wow... then...i m the 12 participate among 15(i think so)... 11 participants before me perform perfectly... wow... in my mind it's like talking to me 'this lily ar... always lie to me one... tell me everybody simply perform one...(dont angry ar lily... haha...)'... anyway... in the end(this one really end liao)... i simply perform on the stage then ran down... teachers' face like... you know lar... i so 'teruk(learning to use malay)' right... haha... actually... i dont mind... so... it's a lesson to me... what lesson??? i dont know...


i should improve my malay??? i dont want to do so...
dont simply switch wit ppl??? Pantun also i dont want...
Next year don't follow gain??? i hope so if ppl didnt choose me...
english is the best??? of course man!!!


oh ya... this words are for alison... i dunno how to say in front of you so... i decided to post it to you... hehe... dont let the stupid friendship things flowing in your mind... this type of friend have no right to occupy space in your brain... forget it... Pray to God to help you solve this problem!!! I support you!!! and... it's not that i dont wan to teach you add-math ar... i'm not that good at teaching(i m not going to become a teacher when i grow up!!!)... here... i apologize to you.... hehe... and... thanks for all the friends who teach me how to deklamasi sajak ang support me... aligato!!!

Chinese New Year!!!

hmmm... chinese new year passed for 18 days only i started posting??? due to many many many schoolwork, i'm too busy to online... haha... how should i start??? when i'm packing my bag, i not that excited to go back to BROGA to pass my cny this year... i dont know why... maybe i had join too much camp that i have no feeling when i left labuan??? haha... anywhere... that feeling disappear after i reach there... haha... i'm so happy to saw my grandmother waiting for me when i reach her house... more glad to meet wit my nephew and also two niece which the younger one i had never meet her before... haha... my HANDSOME nephew and my two CUTE & PRETTY nieces... how can i prove to you???

Are they cute and handsome???

i'm glad to met wit up to 21 cousins on the second day of cny where i only meet them once a year... it's good tat this year 21 of them are back to BROGA... i suppose that my grandma should be very very happy... something special happen this year is that i when to stay in my fourth aunt house... i when to my cousins' cousin's house... wow... fantastic... home theatre... next time no need to go to cinema liao... haha... what we watch??? P2(Parking 2)... kinda scary but... i like it... haha... 1st february... whose birthday is tat??? i also dunno... haha... we went to steambot... but who knows... my stomachache... haizz... but thanks god that it stop just before we start steambot-ing... i recieve many present and also angpau... spongebob soft toy ang harry potter's book...

after steambot, i have this precious chance to see putrajaya's night view... wow... it was fantastic although the government spend a lot of resident's money to built it...

oh ya... i also learn something there... n i master it... haha... i learn to ride motorcycle... it's quite fun... although the first time i fetch ppl(other than my father) i nearly fall, but it is a good experience for me... i hope the next time i back to broga i can ride it by myself...

Till then... Best memories in hometown....

Plant Cells!!!

hohoho... today... kinda happy... haha... why??? today, i experienced a lot of first time in my life... is the first time i do experiment in s.m.st.anne... the first time i do experiment with microscope... AND... The FIRST time i saw 'REAL' PLANT CELLS!!! haha... very excited before starting the experiment and very 'bangga' after i saw my onion's cells... at least this make me happier just in te right time when i m down... why m i down today morning??? hmmm... there are two reasons... erm... but... haha... i think it's not good to telll here... want to know??? find me lar... haha... by now, just a little bit sactisfied wit st.anne (cause their fascilities better than st.anthony's???) i m trying... trying to accept st.anne as my school... but... of course... tha need time...

First + Second Day at St. Anne School???

hmmm... what do i feel??? first day... i really really really very very very miss St. Anthony... wat should i say??? i will try to like St.Anne!!! wat did i do one the first day? act like noob... assembly for 3 times a day... at class doing nothing wit 6 guys n me one girl... oh my god... miss st.anthony very miss n miss my friends... and... its something special for me...


Science Laboratory = My Classroom


What equation is this??? try you imagine... ther is a sink in front of u... watch ur hand whenever u like? haha... thats very lame... anywhere... The first image of st.anne in my mind is... St.Anthony is better than St.Anne thousands of thousands of thousands times... yesterday i really have no mood... but... at least today... something tat cheer me up... finally... vivian and vicky is here... at least i have a companion already... haha... n also agnes... but unfortunately... she prefer St.Anthony... she is going back there... But if she felt happier in St.Anthony... i of course will agree her to go back to St.Anthony... Haha... anywhere... ST.ANTHONY!!! I MISS YOU VERY MUCH!!!

Life Camp ROCK!!!

hahaha... 29 December - 1 January... the best new year i ever celebrated... going to live camp is a wonderful experience for me... Thank you God for giving me this chance to know You better and be closer to you... this is a wonderful camp!!! tell the truth... on the first day i really am NOT satisfied wit this camp... i thought this is a stupid Camp... i did nothing here.. but then... i start realising tat this camp is really useful n meaningful... i learn a lot about God and i know God better from my Heart!!! Thank You God for the change of most of the camper especially my dearest friends... they promised me to pray to God everyday and they promised me to read Bible everyday... thats the change i saw from my friends... For me??? hmmm... not allow to know... its my privasy... haha... i think the whole world never have a better new year then i had this year... haha... wan to know wat i did in the camp??? wan me to tell u??? erm... go to the camp urself then u will know how fun is it liao lor... haha...