Deklamasi Sajak!!!

hahaha... today... the lame-est thing n the world happen... i'm on stage deklamasi-ing sajak... OMG... wat a lame thing right... of course it not my will to do so... haha... being force??? never mind... it's over right... haha... let me share about the whole jouney that lead me to doing such a lame thing... so... everybody have to involve in threatre, puisi, cerpen, pantun and pidato either one...(this is wat i know before this lar...) then... i don't know wat happen and in the end... my name is written in the 'pantun' corner... i was so... dont know how to describe... haha... anywhere... i reject reject and reject.. but at last... still at pantun corner... haha... how m i going on stage wit sajak but not pantun??? hmmm... how ar... haha... i switch wit other ppl... and... it was sooo embrassing... i dont want to participate in anything... for your information... my malay is damn bad... i hate malay... grrrr... luckily.... today afternoon only i think 30+ ppl came to school... or else... dont know where to put my face to... haha... it's like when i'm at the back stage(i dont think that is called backstage lar...) all the participants are memorizing they script... wow... then...i m the 12 participate among 15(i think so)... 11 participants before me perform perfectly... wow... in my mind it's like talking to me 'this lily ar... always lie to me one... tell me everybody simply perform one...(dont angry ar lily... haha...)'... anyway... in the end(this one really end liao)... i simply perform on the stage then ran down... teachers' face like... you know lar... i so 'teruk(learning to use malay)' right... haha... actually... i dont mind... so... it's a lesson to me... what lesson??? i dont know...


i should improve my malay??? i dont want to do so...
dont simply switch wit ppl??? Pantun also i dont want...
Next year don't follow gain??? i hope so if ppl didnt choose me...
english is the best??? of course man!!!


oh ya... this words are for alison... i dunno how to say in front of you so... i decided to post it to you... hehe... dont let the stupid friendship things flowing in your mind... this type of friend have no right to occupy space in your brain... forget it... Pray to God to help you solve this problem!!! I support you!!! and... it's not that i dont wan to teach you add-math ar... i'm not that good at teaching(i m not going to become a teacher when i grow up!!!)... here... i apologize to you.... hehe... and... thanks for all the friends who teach me how to deklamasi sajak ang support me... aligato!!!