Choral Speaking

something lame happen today... so... erm... i think i'm... how should i say? everytime... everytime choral speaking i MUST been AIM by Miss Janet... haha... weird...it's like a must... the first time... she just randomly pick my name from the name list then asked me whether i get any trophy this year... of course i say NO... then she said many lame thing and bla bla bla... then the second time... she said i didnt memorize my script... erm no comment... then the third time...i was just doing 'something' then she suddenly said "why jasmine? too boring?" So so so so so so so so lame... then just now i'm carrying the bench to the assembly hall... because of running too fast and i cant go faster any longer... i "shout" to stop... (not only me lar)... then she asked me and vivian go and meet her in the office... "why are you shouting just now? as a punishment, send this to st.anthony...(vivian said thank you teacher which i feel she shouldnt said that)"... but i dont think it's a punishment... just a reason... haha... i met cheng and lee... they are... kind? dunno... happy to say hi to lee... long time didnt talk to her liao... Thank you teacher for all the knowledge of 'math' you given me(actually i am not paying attention when she's teaching)... anyway.... everything is weird... i wonder miss janet dont like me or wat... whatever... hehe... till then...

Erm...

re-reading wat i had wrote... i feel really weird... am i that sad when i'm writing my feeling out??? hmmm... i should wrote sometime more funny? more interesting? more... lame? haha... no comment... someone told me something which at first i dont really agrre with what the people say... but now i really realize what you told me are the TRUTH!!! when you told me there are many 'two-face' people in our school, i dont really agree with wat you say... for 4 months and 20 days i studied in st.anne, i never know that... you are right... when i read someone who is studying in st.anne's blog, i really feel like something wrong with the blogger... i mean... it's not the usual him/her... who is so... hmmm... cheerful in front of me... Really different... st.anne life-style is so different... why many of them wanted to hide their true feeling? so weird... so lame? i hope i wouldn't change into one of them... it's scary... Choral Speaking coming nearer and nearer... hope st.anne OR st.anthony will win... hehe... i will be very glad... tomorrow!!! war will began!!! Grrr... I'll see... how i'll fight!!! haha... I hope the right will always win!!! God! clear my eyes! let me that the right step... tell me wat i have to do! till then...

Busy Life!!!!

Grrrr..... BUSY!!! why should we struggler with our short and meanless life in this full of satan's work world? school work, church preparation for "shao tuan zhu re", YLPT camp, badminton(fun but it occupied space in my time right???), picnic + bbq, study, study and study... haiz... why should my life be so meanless and pack wit so much useless thing... of course.... help in shao tuan zhu re is a must for me... it's my responsibility and my promise to god.... so.... i really hope this coming soon shao tuan zhu re can be successful... a question continuously appear in my mind.... should we? should we been trapped inthis short 70+ years just to sactisfy our daily need? NO!!! at least it's a NO for me.... i won't be living my life everyday... busy to finish my daily work... i should spend my time to do something more useful... gospel? good idea... but.... i m not that brave and i have no faith.... but i'll try my best... wit the help of god... nothing is impossible... i want to be out of this full of devil's act world... alison... let us work together... ok??? thanks for mentioning me in your blog... i'm also very glad to have a friend like you... You ROCK!!! let us work together!!!

Deklamasi Sajak!!!

hahaha... today... the lame-est thing n the world happen... i'm on stage deklamasi-ing sajak... OMG... wat a lame thing right... of course it not my will to do so... haha... being force??? never mind... it's over right... haha... let me share about the whole jouney that lead me to doing such a lame thing... so... everybody have to involve in threatre, puisi, cerpen, pantun and pidato either one...(this is wat i know before this lar...) then... i don't know wat happen and in the end... my name is written in the 'pantun' corner... i was so... dont know how to describe... haha... anywhere... i reject reject and reject.. but at last... still at pantun corner... haha... how m i going on stage wit sajak but not pantun??? hmmm... how ar... haha... i switch wit other ppl... and... it was sooo embrassing... i dont want to participate in anything... for your information... my malay is damn bad... i hate malay... grrrr... luckily.... today afternoon only i think 30+ ppl came to school... or else... dont know where to put my face to... haha... it's like when i'm at the back stage(i dont think that is called backstage lar...) all the participants are memorizing they script... wow... then...i m the 12 participate among 15(i think so)... 11 participants before me perform perfectly... wow... in my mind it's like talking to me 'this lily ar... always lie to me one... tell me everybody simply perform one...(dont angry ar lily... haha...)'... anyway... in the end(this one really end liao)... i simply perform on the stage then ran down... teachers' face like... you know lar... i so 'teruk(learning to use malay)' right... haha... actually... i dont mind... so... it's a lesson to me... what lesson??? i dont know...


i should improve my malay??? i dont want to do so...
dont simply switch wit ppl??? Pantun also i dont want...
Next year don't follow gain??? i hope so if ppl didnt choose me...
english is the best??? of course man!!!


oh ya... this words are for alison... i dunno how to say in front of you so... i decided to post it to you... hehe... dont let the stupid friendship things flowing in your mind... this type of friend have no right to occupy space in your brain... forget it... Pray to God to help you solve this problem!!! I support you!!! and... it's not that i dont wan to teach you add-math ar... i'm not that good at teaching(i m not going to become a teacher when i grow up!!!)... here... i apologize to you.... hehe... and... thanks for all the friends who teach me how to deklamasi sajak ang support me... aligato!!!

Chinese New Year!!!

hmmm... chinese new year passed for 18 days only i started posting??? due to many many many schoolwork, i'm too busy to online... haha... how should i start??? when i'm packing my bag, i not that excited to go back to BROGA to pass my cny this year... i dont know why... maybe i had join too much camp that i have no feeling when i left labuan??? haha... anywhere... that feeling disappear after i reach there... haha... i'm so happy to saw my grandmother waiting for me when i reach her house... more glad to meet wit my nephew and also two niece which the younger one i had never meet her before... haha... my HANDSOME nephew and my two CUTE & PRETTY nieces... how can i prove to you???

Are they cute and handsome???

i'm glad to met wit up to 21 cousins on the second day of cny where i only meet them once a year... it's good tat this year 21 of them are back to BROGA... i suppose that my grandma should be very very happy... something special happen this year is that i when to stay in my fourth aunt house... i when to my cousins' cousin's house... wow... fantastic... home theatre... next time no need to go to cinema liao... haha... what we watch??? P2(Parking 2)... kinda scary but... i like it... haha... 1st february... whose birthday is tat??? i also dunno... haha... we went to steambot... but who knows... my stomachache... haizz... but thanks god that it stop just before we start steambot-ing... i recieve many present and also angpau... spongebob soft toy ang harry potter's book...

after steambot, i have this precious chance to see putrajaya's night view... wow... it was fantastic although the government spend a lot of resident's money to built it...

oh ya... i also learn something there... n i master it... haha... i learn to ride motorcycle... it's quite fun... although the first time i fetch ppl(other than my father) i nearly fall, but it is a good experience for me... i hope the next time i back to broga i can ride it by myself...

Till then... Best memories in hometown....

Plant Cells!!!

hohoho... today... kinda happy... haha... why??? today, i experienced a lot of first time in my life... is the first time i do experiment in s.m.st.anne... the first time i do experiment with microscope... AND... The FIRST time i saw 'REAL' PLANT CELLS!!! haha... very excited before starting the experiment and very 'bangga' after i saw my onion's cells... at least this make me happier just in te right time when i m down... why m i down today morning??? hmmm... there are two reasons... erm... but... haha... i think it's not good to telll here... want to know??? find me lar... haha... by now, just a little bit sactisfied wit st.anne (cause their fascilities better than st.anthony's???) i m trying... trying to accept st.anne as my school... but... of course... tha need time...

First + Second Day at St. Anne School???

hmmm... what do i feel??? first day... i really really really very very very miss St. Anthony... wat should i say??? i will try to like St.Anne!!! wat did i do one the first day? act like noob... assembly for 3 times a day... at class doing nothing wit 6 guys n me one girl... oh my god... miss st.anthony very miss n miss my friends... and... its something special for me...


Science Laboratory = My Classroom


What equation is this??? try you imagine... ther is a sink in front of u... watch ur hand whenever u like? haha... thats very lame... anywhere... The first image of st.anne in my mind is... St.Anthony is better than St.Anne thousands of thousands of thousands times... yesterday i really have no mood... but... at least today... something tat cheer me up... finally... vivian and vicky is here... at least i have a companion already... haha... n also agnes... but unfortunately... she prefer St.Anthony... she is going back there... But if she felt happier in St.Anthony... i of course will agree her to go back to St.Anthony... Haha... anywhere... ST.ANTHONY!!! I MISS YOU VERY MUCH!!!